This is awful…
I am paralyzed right now. My friends are getting together and have invited me and I do not even feel like I can go.
I am sitting on my couch watching TV series that I love but have seen in its entirety.
And again I am paralyzed.
This is terrible and terrifying.
This is not who I want to be but it is who I am right now.
I don’t know what to do.
Ruth's Life and Experiences 