I’m Working On It

So it’s like this… I know that millions of women and men have survived divorce.

They have come out better, while… Themselves.

I am not going to come out worse.

But there are times it just feels horrible. So many other things could be happening… Could be worse.

But part of me just feels like breaking down and I am dying inside.

I’m not. I know this.

I am not trying to be drama queen… But I’m succeeding.

I just don’t know how to get through the night. This is the hardest part for me.

I miss having someone there. No I do not miss my EX there I just… Miss someone there … I know this.

I need to get my shit together. Be “OK” with me.

I’m working on it.

I will be well.

Just give me time.

I need to give myself … time.