Worthy

I don’t feel I am a worthy person. I know dam well this is in my head. But sometime I just cannot convince myself it’s true.

Today … I felt panic and despair.

and yet. Amidst that I am welcomed home with open arms and acceptance.

Last night I spoke with N1. I told her, for the first time, about 15 and JJF. She just said “And…”. She accepted me.

I showed up on 15’s door. Broken. Crying. Afraid. JJF and 15 just accepted me. Just held me.

I have others …. out there … just accept me.

I thank the Universe for everyone who just accepts and loves me. Regardless of who I was to them … I’m ok with them now.

Thank you