Facilitation

One day I’m great.

Next day I’m not.

I’m kinda sick and tired of this back and forth dance I do.  And I cannot always tell why I get upset.

I do know that I try, very hard, to readjust my attitude at those times.  But sometimes it is just impossible.

When I wake in the morning I generally (aside from feeling tired and irked I must start the day) am in a very fine mood.  And I can maintain that.

But then…about every 4 or 5 days… by the end of the day… I spend the night crying.  Self indulgent crap is what I call it.  But can’t seem to stop.

It is just frustrating.  I should have a stronger will than this.  Stupid back and forth dance.