Well here we are again. Me and 3 AM.
Kinda get tired of meeting this way.
Too much rattling around my brain for me to sleep.
It’s not bad thoughts. Just thoughts.
Some are lonely thoughts. Some are pleasant thoughts. Some are stupid thoughts. Some thoughts are silly.
Some thoughts are harsh and a bit … vindictive.
Had dinner with an old friend who just wanted to check up on me. Make sure I was ok. He was kind. He also filled me in on my EX.
What he told me made me sad for my EX. Made me glad for me. Glad I’m no longer in that marriage and stuck.
Of course now I’m stuck in a different life. But I have the opportunity to make what I want out of the rest of my life. No mater what that may be.
Wonder what will happen.
We shall see.
Ruth's Life and Experiences 