OMFG

At Toledo Speedway tonight.

With 15 an JJF.

Having a great time and suddenly 15s family is all here and my anxiety fukking sky-rockets.

WTF. Cause I’m not ready to meet family.

I keep trying to put JJF forward. Like. That’s the girlfriend.

Scared the fuk out of me.

I obviously need an attitude adjustment

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Flash forward. I see I didn’t hit post. So I feel the need to update a bit.

Woke this morning to two kind but pointed lectures from 15 and JJF.

Long and short is:

1. I don’t give 15 or JJF enough credit.

2. I don’t give myself enough credit.

3. Please stop overthinking everything. Be happy.

So OK. I hear. And I get it.

It starts with breathing.

Breathe.