Feels too easy…

So this week, post divorce, feels too easy.

YES…I am overthinking things.  I just feel like I have been on such a roller coaster this past year…and the week leading up to court was a mental mess.  So it is all calm and I am THRILLED it is…I just feel like I am waiting for another shoe to drop.

I will not go looking for that shoe.

I will accept the joy and peace I am finding right now.  Ups and downs happen and will happen again.

It just feels odd…strange.

OK, so it feels odd/strange.  I think I’ll have to learn to go with it.

Ex (now officially and forever to be known as EX: no more DH or EE) is doing well.  Well, OK he probably has a kidney infection and has been chewing my ear off for 2 days about what to do. But this is OK.  I don’t mind helping him.

I’m happy with my social life.  I do wish I had more time in the week to see my friends.  I have never had so many times that I could do 2 or 3 things in one weekend and sometimes I just have to … say no.  But I try to get around and see everyone.

Work is… work.  That’s how it goes.  Busy most days, slow some. Next week will be a pip because my work-wife is on vacation but hell…that happens and I get the opportunity for OT.

And yes, I have some testing to get done but I refuse to obsess. I’ll be fine.

So … no shoe … and I will enjoy this.