Countdown

One week from now is going to be the eve of what should be my divorce.

I’m trying not to let this get too far into my brain.

I’m not sure how I am suppose to deal with … prepare for … handle it.

I’m glad it will be done.

I’m sad about the whole thing too.

I’m a bit excited to have it end.

I’m a bit scared about it too.

I really do know I’ll be ok in the long run. It’s just the … waiting. Anticipating the court. The whole thing.

It’s. Calmingly disturbing. Frighteningly comforting.

Ughhh.

Ahh well.

Time will tell.