Why?!?!?

Again. Why am I awake???

It’s like my mind betrays me. And I wake up… thinking …. and cannot stop.

I try thinking of something inconsequential. Nope.

I try thinking of something hopeful. Nope.

I try thinking of something funny. Nope.

I even try meditation. Nope.

I had a lovely two and a half hour talk with a dear friend earlier this past eve. I believed this would put my demons to rest for the night. Nope.

And so … here I sit. Awake far too early. And sleep eludes me. It’s worse than trying to catch fish with WD40 coating my hands.

Ahh well. My lot. My life.