Moods

I wonder about my moods.

Why, one day, can I feel fantabulous … for no good reason. The next I feel blue … for no good reason.

It’s kinda frustrating.

I understand when something helps to create a mood … good or bad. And I can work with that.

But when it is just upon me … and I can find no rhyme or reason. Again… frustrating.

I like to understand (especially the blue times) so I can work thru them and put them behind me. But sometimes I just cannot.

It’s not new. And I always get thru it. Now a days I don’t let it stop me from doing anything … in the past I used to … But I know better now. Just push thru, paste on the smile … and it will get better.

And so I put on my smile. And go out tonight with old friends. And push thru.