As to the Camping

I have little time today, work is hell again and I think I am having chest pains and an anxiety attack.  I’m gonna ignore the whole dam thing.

Last weekend…nekkid camping…that was AWESOME!  For real and true.  I was solo (not in the company of any specific friend) but I had friends there.  Yes, there was probably a BIT more grab-assing that might normally occur in a … mall … but otherwise really…it was just fun!  It felt quite good to sit in the sun au’ natural.

Here is something funny tho.  I had little self-consciousness walking around the camp, pool, campsite or simply off to the bathroom with only my flip-flops on.  But on Saturday night there was a dance, 80’s themed.  I threw on jeans shorts and a shirt.  But the women I went with were adamant I wear a dress… So I was loaned one.  While I didn’t look at anyone else during the day, all nekkid and stuff, and think…Oh..I’m uncomfortable.  I don’t measure up.  The MINUTE I put on clothes…I became less confident.  I do not often wear dresses and I tend to feel very self conscious in them.  And that’s how I felt.

I don’t really need to think on it.  I just find it funny.

Ok, back to hell, this has been a small slice of heaven with my brain away for a moment.  Hell, I actually almost fell-out around 11 AM when I stood up so fast and kinda realized I had not had anything but 2 cups of coffee and 3 cups of water and maybe…just maybe… my blood sugar was a BIT low by 11 am… OK, taking care of myself … I remember.!