Ok. I am trying so hard to accept myself. To be happy with who I am and what I want. Hell. Still working on what I want. I don’t need someone else telling me what I want is wrong or should be different.
Why would people who barely know me feel they have the right… the fuking balls to tell me what I am… what I do… who I see is wrong?
Got a bit of a kick in the teeth yesterday eve by some people who felt just that. They felt they had the right to perform a bit of a “friendly ” intervention on my dating life.
I was informed I really should try dating people around my area and around my age. Now…I know that they were not actually intending to hurt me. And they had good intentions. But the road to hell is paved with these.
Fuk that!
And if course, even though these people are not in my inner circle, I’m effected by the word. Effected by their judgement.
Which just makes me angry at myself
Bite me!
I don’t know what else to say but I am just so angry. And… doubt… and they are so wrong and I know this. right!?
Fuk this!
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