Firstly: The sunrise was so lovely and peaceful this morning. I was driving and I noticed this. It wasn’t vibrant or powerful…just soothing and peaceful. A pale yellow which blossomed into a gentle pinkish-purple. It was a nice start to my day.
Secondly: Saw a beautiful crane last night on my drive home. Had I not been on the freeway I would have stopped to try to capture the image. It was in a small and slightly swampy area right off one of the exits on I-275. The blindingly white crane was standing amid the tall grasses in the water.
Thirdly (and probably most frustrating): Even with all the lovely images I have noted. Peaceful and nature-ful. Grace in the chaos. I am still feeling anxious. I am not certain why the anxiety seems to be getting worse and I am meditating, exercising, trying to get my heart/brain/soul in a copacetic space. I will keep all these things going. I need to. I feel like something is coming…and I don’t know what or why. Can’t tell you if it is good or bad (though my cynic side says … bad babe, very bad …I’m trying to ignore that side, push those thoughts aside).
I am loved by the people who are important.
I am enough.
I must keep remembering this.
Am I the only one who has to tell this to herself daily? No…I know I am not. But sometimes it feels like it.
OK: Game face, time to work!
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