Revisit … just verbalizing

And it is Friday. And those Mothers Day memes are a-flying.

And it is really harsh-ing my buzz.

I’m an adult.

And I knew this was gonna suck.

And I’m an adult.

And it really shouldn’t be a big deal.

And there are more important things in Life… in the world. Shootings. Poverty. Wars. Prince and David Bowie are still dead.

And I’m an adult.

And this Hallmark Holiday is still breaking little pieces of my soul apart… grinding it under the heel of guilt and sadness … spitting it out by the side of a deserted road.

Yes. I’m pathetically whining.

But it doesn’t mean I don’t feel this shit.

And as an adult I still can’t seem to just fukking not care.