Can’t believe I just took that chance. And I wasn’t rebuffed.
Gave him the opportunity to politely decline. And that didn’t happen. Knowing him I am not surprised… yet on a visceral level I am surprised.
And now he’s gonna meet a couple of my friends. And have the total opportunity to see how dorky I am. Cause CM is one of my oldest and dearest. And we just get totally silly together.
It’s probably just fine. And I’m certainly overthinking this. Cause that’s what I do.
Bah. Grow up goofball. Things will probably change anyway