In 12 days

I’m off to Myrtle Beach with one of my oldest friends and our crew.  SO HAPPY!

I’ll be gone on Tuesday and back on Sunday.  I am going to spend 5 days in the sun.  Running/jogging (yes…boggles the mind I know) on the beach!  Laying by the pool. Dancing all night.  Oh..and watching the motorcycles go by!  It’s Bike Week down there that week.

Haven’t been to Myrtle in about 3 years and my darling JSh basically gave me the directive I was going this year.  PERIOD!  LOL

And she was right, I am so glad I chose to go, I need it.

Weirdly…gonna really miss my ppl back here.   Some, more than others, but that’s pretty normal I guess.  It has been a VERY long time…. V E R Y long time since I have gone away for a few days and knew that I would be happy to return because I would be able to see the ppl I missed.  Its weird.  Have not felt this way about DH in eons.

The kinda…stress…wondering about being missed…in turn.  And it is a bit stressful. But that is OK too.  It’s part and parcel of the whole thing.

I am currently 282 pounds!  I hope to lost 2 more by the time I get on the plane.  It’s not like it will make any difference in the scheme of things.  I wont get cheaper flight.  But it is just a tiny goal.  Total pounds lost is 58!  I lost a 5 year old!