Went to day 2 of motorcycle safety class. The minute I started doing u turns and s curves… my stomach clenched up. I panicked.
I exited the class. I need more practice. And then I’ll go back. I really enjoyed it but my head is playing with me.
So… Easter-fukking-Sunday.
I’m home. It is about 1030 AM. I’m half drunk. Usually do not start drinking quite so early. But today I am.
I need today to be over. I need to be at work. Busy.
I’ll figure this shit out. Fake it till I make it. Right? Right.
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