Have to talk with DH about how to serve him the divorce papers today. I can hire someone or I can get a friend to do it. One costs money and the other is a pain in the ass for the friend. They have to get their signature notarized! It’s crap.
Still having existential crisis about 15. I need to move on from crisis mode. I need to learn to accept what is and maybe…just fukkng maybe…enjoy myself!?!?!
I am down 53 pounds as of this past Monday. I currently weigh 287#. I was originally hoping to be down to 290 by mid-May; in time for my Myrtle Beach vacation. Well now I am actually hoping to be 275 by that time. If I am not…it will be OK. It is just a hope.
I will admit I am a bit concerned. I am infrequently actually hungry. I miss meals like mad. When I take the time to count calories I am, usually, getting under 800 cals in per day. But I am putting out more than that. I exercise, I do (minimum) 10 flights of stairs/day. Currently doing a squats challenge and up to 50/day of those. I drink a lot of water so I am definitely hydrated. But I worry about my appetite.
I really do want to hit 250 and STOP losing weight. I want to be able to sit there and evaluate how i feel and how that makes me feel. Before I make any decision to move onto lower weight. I’m concerned about that. We shall see, it’s not like I have to worry about it tomorrow…but I will have to address it.
Motorcycle basics class is this weekend!! Very excited!
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