Decisions

And the days go by.  This week at work has been much better.  My partner has been here and I am not covering her. YAY!  Intermittently covering a diff doc but that has not been problematic.

Off work tomorrow.  I think I am gonna just go ahead and move my stuff upstairs.  I think I, too, want some distance.  My main concern (in the immediate time-frame) is my dogs.  They are gonna wig out!  They don’t like it when one of us is sleeping in the bedroom with another in the living room!  They will have to adapt.

The next few weeks will be interesting, that is fer sure.

Feeling a bit apathetic. Not comatose…just…blah…not even worth a full bleck…

My plan for tomorrow is gym, get my nails done, arrange my house and stuff and get some of it upstairs..do my laundry.  If I have time I’ll go see Evil Dead the Musical which is playing downtown.  I know nothing about it but it looks like fun.

I really feel like DH is not able to make any decisions because he just doesn’t want to hurt my feelings.  I feel like he really no longer wants to be married to me and he just cannot bring himself to pull the, proverbial, trigger.

I wonder if I will enjoy a little separation or not.  It will probably stress me a bit and I’m sure I’ll not sleep quite as well as I usually do.  I also figure I will get over it.  Part of me is thinking…may as well get to it and get used to it.

Looking forward to the days I don’t whine as much!