Days off…

Today is my day off of work. No one home. Days off are daunting.

Today I did go to the gym and worked out for about 1 1/2 hours. Good. Accomplishment

Still not smoking. Good. Accomplishment.

Now what ❓

I should: clean the house, grocery shop, get my nails done, organize anything, laundry, help the homeless, solve for world peace… ANYTHING!

I have done: nap 💤, played a couple games in my phone, read a few chapters …

I know what I should do. I’m not opposed to ding these things. I’m feeling paralyzed by what I should do…. And even tho I know I can do these things and I would ultimately be happy I did them… I remain listless.

Just writing today took such effort.

Stupid.